I don't even know how long she's been gone. It's like I've woken up in bed and she's not here because she's gone to bathroom or something. But somehow I just ... I just know she's never gonna come back to bed. If I could just reach over... and touch her side of the bed I would know that it was cold. But I can't. I konw I can't have her back. But I don't want to wake up in the morning thinking she's still here . I lie her not knowing how long I've been alone. So how ... how can I heal? How am I suposed to heal if I can't ... feel time?

هنوز نمی دانی اوضاع از چه قرار است پس هیجان زده می شوی. وقتی فیلم تمام می شود جمله ها را می آوری توی ذهن ات. بر می گردی درست اش را چک می کنی می نویسی روی یک برگه کاغذ. می دانی اوضاع از چه قرار است. هیجان زده نمی شوی.

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